Thursday, December 28, 2006;
Mummy and mei came over this morning, i've to go take blood test again today. Actually i've been dragging for 2mths, if not mum insist me on going i dun think i'll go .. In my heart, i think i've start to give up. Since thyroid cannot completely be cure so y do i still bother to take my medicine? Life's so cruel .. Sigh~
Went to the clinic at ard 3pm+, quite a queue. Luckily got mei to accompany me, we chat while waiting for my turn. Haha, even the doctor asked y i MIA, told her no point on coming since i know it wont get any better. She told me not to think be so negative, but who can really understand my feelings??
Anyway, after taking my blood we went to kopitiam buy food. Then took bus back, still drizzling .. The weather's like my mood. Wet and sad ~
Laling had meeting today but before he went back to office he called and told me to wait for him at the bus stop. Said he bought something that i've been wanting to eat .. I know what he bought once he say that. Haa, i've been thinking of durians this few days .. So sweet of him to actually buy that for me.
He's really the sweetest thing in earth, without my laling i think im already lost in this cruel world! He's the miracle that happen into my life .. Laling, though i dun think u'll get to see this but i wanna tell the whole world that I, Jasmine Love u, Freddy til the last moment of my life.
