Saturday, September 26, 2009;
Will you, take this man to be your wedded husband, to live together in the legal estate of matrimony? Will you love him, comfort him, honour and keep him in sickness and in health and forsaking all others, be faithful to him, so long as you both shall live?
Sounds familiar? Thats the marriage vows that i extract from the internet. But how many couples could actually fufill those words that they had said to each other? I dont know too .. Though i know i'll definitely stay with my man no matter what happen, esp whether is he in good health or in sickness. I will stick with him tru thick & thin.
But never did i expect him to hide something from me for months!! And it is something to do with his health, which to me is very important. So i look like someone who will run away or hide if i know u're not feelin well?? Or i look like someone who can only share the joys with u yet not ur woes?? Im really really very hurt to be the last to know, im useless to not notice that something is not correct. Maybe im too overly spoilted to actually notice ppl around me? Im totally lost, i really didnt thought that i took that long to know what is going on. I know the reason he didnt want to tell me is dun want to let me worry unduly BUT im not an outsider!! Hais i know what i said now is useless, whatever damage is alrd done. There's no turning back .. All i want to say is im utterly disappointed ... ...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009;
Its been a long time since baobei had a huge sickness but today daddy drove us to KKH once agin after about a year plus. Yesterday afternoon baobei suddenly came down with high fever, quickly bring him to Senja to see Dr Tan, maybe becos he juz start fever so Dr Tan say cant really know whats exactly wrong with him so doc juz prescribe fever, cough & phelgm med for baobei. Went home straight after that and thats when things start to go from bad to worse .. .. Middle of the night baobei woke up with temperature at 38.6, thought after feeding med his temp will go down but i was wrong .. it linger there w/o even going down in fact it kept climbing up. By the time its morning, he's burning hot at 39 degree ..
Called the clinic & ask Dr tan what should i do, he told me to mointor him & if temp still doesn go down i've to bring baobei back to see him in the evening. At home i keep sponging him & even played running to force his sweat out hoping this will put his temp down but until 5pm he's still hot at 39.5 degree so mummy say go kkh to seek treatment better, in case its H1N1. 10mins later we're on the way down to kkh, lucky for me daddy's on leave so he drove us down. Laling is having company meeting so he cant come along but im lucky to have mum & dad with me. Reaching there the nurse took temp for him & it read 39.9 ~ omg i almost faint at that moment but i know i've to be strong orelse baobei will feel scare.
After waiting for 5mins, baobei's name is being called .. doc did a fast check & bring us to another room to let baobei had his fever med 1st. Then we process to another room to have his nose, mouth, tummy checked .. after which we're told to wait outside for half an hr to see whether will his fever go down but sadly after half hour his temp is still at 39.7 so doc said to let him have a shower. Nurse told me to wet baobei from head to toe with lukewarm water for a full 10 mins, then go back counter to find her. After 10mins baobei is given another dose of fever med, then we had to wait again for another half hour. In between dos called us in again to let baobei had his chest x-ray, luckily his lungs are cleared. So doc decide that baobei is kana some kind of virus infection. At 8.15pm he had another temp taking this time round it went down to 38.8, doc even joke say can go home liao, like finally ... we're asked to wait for another 15mins & had his temp taken again. This time its 38.7 so doc give the green light to go home but with lotsa med !!! And becos baobei's sysptoms had alittle like H1N1 so doc oso prescribe him with Tamiflu & that little bottle cost me anoth 45 bucks. But most importantly is baobei fever can go down .. i didnt realise i didnt had any food until mummy bought a burger for me, guess im too worry to feel the hunger. Am glad to have my parents with me tru out the whole orderal, thanks mum for that burger or not i oso dunno im actually that hungry ~ LOLs
