Thursday, September 27, 2007;
Arrange to meet with jie today, it has been a very long time since we last met & come out. She's busy with her work while im busy with baobei. Bring baobei to panjang then go CCK to meet her. CCK's mrt to Lot1 under renovation, wanted to go coffeebean but its gone alrd .. haha, thats how long i never went there liao.
Have lunch first cos both of us hungry liao, talked about her latest update then to mine. She's the only one who i can talk to freely, tell her many of my dark secret .. Many which nobody knows, haha ~ I have not been happy lately & i also did many things which i didnt think i would. Im tired of my current life, dont ask me why cos i also dunno ... Just feel very very sianz. Am looking for job, hoping to jump out of this circle ....
Will my life takes another big change ?? Only time will tell ... ...
Photos Of Us ~ Sistaz Foreva ~
Monday, September 17, 2007;
Tai Po's last journey
We'll be sending great grandmother her last journey this afternoon. Bird came down to fetch me as i'll be going to the funeral alone while laling look after baobei. This will be the last journey of hers, i wanna send in peace not with baobei there kpkb ... he has been very naughty during the last night of my great grandmother's funeral!
Anyway, bird came at 10plus .. he drive me while other relatives drive my mom, mei & brother down. Im honour to take his mazda 8 wor, tsk tsk ~ By the time i got there, mummy has already start crying. We're all damn worried she might faint later so i kept telling her to control & let great grandmom leaves peacefully. At 12pm sharp we all fall in to have our very last praying to her. And if u ask whether do i feel like crying, i will say yes, very much but because of mummy i told myself not to cry. Cos she's already crying non-stop liao, i cannot afford to let myself fall too.
After the 1st round of praying i quickly pull brother to another side & took a cigarette from him & smoke while my tears flow out. I cannot tahan le, have to let it flow out but of cos i didnt cry in front of mummy. After wiping my tears i went back & have the 2nd round of praying which will also means its time to go to the crematorium. While walking behind the van, i cried again .. haa dunno leh juz cannot control anymore. Got up the bus after walking to the main road, tune my emotions back first .. At the crematorium, each of us took turns to say our last goodbye & she was wheel into the big big fire & up to heaven she went.
It hurts badly cos i know we could never ever see her again but to the brighter side, she's 91 so its time for her to take a long break from so many years of hardship. May u rest in peace tai po .. U will always be inside my heart.
*thanks to all who came down to the wake*
Friday, September 14, 2007;
Actually im thinking of posting photos of what mummy bought for us during her hong kong trip but now, im in no mood for all that. Whatever happy mood i have is gone ... Thats because my great-granny passed away yesterday. She's 91 this year, juz celebrate her birthday last month .. And now she's gone ... Forever ... I understand that everyone of us has to go one day, but when things happen on ur dearest ones .. one will still get very very upset.
Tonight i'll be going to her funeral, its a pity that i couldnt rush down to see her one last time yesterday. Mummy call & tell me about this when i fetch baobei home after his class. And within 1 hour, i was told that she's gone ... ....
太婆, do rest in peace. U will be deeply missed by us ...........................
....... Tuesday, September 11, 2007;
Worried ... Im damn damn worried now. Yesterday mummy call back from hong kong saying daddy is having fever, quite high somemore. All because they went climbing or should i say hiking at Lamma Land under the big hot sun the day before. If only daddy stay firm on his inital decision, he wont have to go tru these. Cos in the first place daddy dont intend to go on this hong kong trip de but haiz ... long story la ~
Now what i can do is keep praying, pray hard that daddy can come back to singapore safely. I think hong kong's medicine doesnt suit daddy's body cos according to mum, his fever didnt really went away even after taking the jab. It keep coming back & away .. back & away ... =(
Laling's working tml else i sure ask laling to bring us to airport & fetch him home. Hopefully daddy can come back to singapore tonight .. safe & sound !!!
Please Please bless that my dad's fever faster go away & let him come back home.
Sunday, September 09, 2007;
Its been 3 days since dad, mum & mei reached hong kong. I guess they muz been enjoying themselves pretty much, but most importantly they better dont forget my present, LOL ... Brother will be booking in today so we decided to go over to panjang & fetch him to bugis, from there he'll take train back to camp himself. Before that, we went to bangkit to had our hair cut. Baobei & i took turn to cut hair while laling wait for us, after which we buy some bread & lunch back for brother.
Since there's still time, we drive down to woodlands to take Xbox controller from laling's friend. Then drive all the way back to panjang to packed our own lunch, haa today 'eat wind' day sia. Brother had to reach camp by 7pm so i ask him to get ready at around 5pm then we can slowly drive down to bugis le. After dropping him off, we went home ~ Good that we managed to reach home before sunset =)
P.S - one more day to go before 7th month is over *yeah*
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Monday, September 03, 2007;
Laling took leave today, baobei so happy cos daddy & mummy will be bringing him to sch!! I woke up earlier than usual cos we'll be going to gek poh to buy teacher's day gift before bringing baobei to sch. Laling went down to buy breakfast while i bath & feed baobei, went out at 11.30am ~
Gifts at gek poh are also those few types, in the end i bought a photo frame with 1 pen & 1 pencil in it. Laling & baobei are browsing tru slippers while im shopping for the gifts, laling bought a pair of slippers for baobei. Time still early so laling drive me home to put all the stuffs that we've buy then drive over to baobei's sch. Reached there early so baobei 'drives' while laling smoke .. Sad to say, less than half the class came to sch today, maybe becos monday onwards is sch holiday le ba ...
After baobei went to sch, we head to the nearest petrol kiosk. Then to pioneer mall, actually i wanna go have mcdonald de but dunno why the 2 of us went into the game shop, haha. Thinking of browsing around nia, but in the end we left the shop with my brand new pink psp *bleah*
Im really over spoilted by laling liao, but i like it this way ~ LOL
Thank you laling for the psp ~ loves you lots -muackz mackz-
