Saturday, September 26, 2009;
Will you, take this man to be your wedded husband, to live together in the legal estate of matrimony? Will you love him, comfort him, honour and keep him in sickness and in health and forsaking all others, be faithful to him, so long as you both shall live?
Sounds familiar? Thats the marriage vows that i extract from the internet. But how many couples could actually fufill those words that they had said to each other? I dont know too .. Though i know i'll definitely stay with my man no matter what happen, esp whether is he in good health or in sickness. I will stick with him tru thick & thin.
But never did i expect him to hide something from me for months!! And it is something to do with his health, which to me is very important. So i look like someone who will run away or hide if i know u're not feelin well?? Or i look like someone who can only share the joys with u yet not ur woes?? Im really really very hurt to be the last to know, im useless to not notice that something is not correct. Maybe im too overly spoilted to actually notice ppl around me? Im totally lost, i really didnt thought that i took that long to know what is going on. I know the reason he didnt want to tell me is dun want to let me worry unduly BUT im not an outsider!! Hais i know what i said now is useless, whatever damage is alrd done. There's no turning back .. All i want to say is im utterly disappointed ... ...
